I have been there…
I’ve had the full-time job and the side hustle and the start-up business at the same time.
I’ve managed my small business while caring for small children and feeling that pull to be in both places at once.
I’ve done the hard work, gotten the accolades, been celebrated only to feel burnt out and unsatisfied.
I’ve lost my mind over a dirty dish, a schmeer of peanut butter, a stained shirt, a missed task, an unfinished job, etc., etc., only to later feel guilty and ashamed.
I felt overwhelmed, overworked, overtaxed, overtired, over touched, over used and over scheduled.
I made a promise to myself, the year my mother was diagnosed with Parkinson’s Disease, that I would make it my life’s goal to learn to relax. So I did. I did all the things. I took all the baths. I went to all the spas. I took all the vacations. I started to chip away at this mindset I had created that told me that my value came from my productivity.
It turns out, the stress wasn’t as inescapable as it felt. It turns out, I was getting in my own way.
The problem was I couldn’t see the big picture and I was drowning in the minutiae.
Then came my biggest test, a pandemic hit, I’m home with a baby and a toddler and my business comes to a grinding halt. Next, my best friend, my mentor and my mother died and I felt an overwhelm I had never experienced. It was crippling.
I’m not going to lie, I’m still recovering and I’m not sure I’ll ever fully heal from the losses I have experienced in the last year. What I do know, is that it all taught me valuable life lessons that I can now impart to you.
Zen is different for everyone. Your path will be unique. What is the same, is the goal of balance and the shared experiences and support needed to get to that place. That is what I’m offering, you only have to say YES to the help…even though I know you can do anything on your own, in this case, you don’t have to...